Cannot say much

I cannot say much, this is a public blog, but I sure wish things would get
better. I feel as though debt will always follow me, and staying positive
is taking all I have right now. Picture me banging my head against a figurative
wall. it does not change a thing.

Going to try and quit smoking for the 2nd time in a year. It's not
affordable, and everyone in my family wants me to quit. Emailed
the doctor for a new round of patches.

Other than that I am hanging on by my fingertips and praying that
something good will happen soon. I'm not a bad person, but I guess
that I am a bad judge of character or I would not be in this mess.

Wish me luck,

Kel