Monday, September 8, 2014

If you know who is watching

If you know who is watching I'd suppose that he would be doing a jig..celebrating my departure. Good, happy for you. After all the blog entries I've written for you I guess that I have said it all before. I'm ready to move on and escape the last influence of your presence. I've enjoyed most of the time that I have spent in West Virginia, most of it. I made some awesome friends and found fulfillment in my work. I surprised myself by hanging in there and surviving your betrayal.
I can honestly say that I am leaps and bounds past where I was when you dumped me.

I am looking forward to exploring a new place instead of dwelling in the stomping grounds of your past. I hope that life brings you what you deserve, be it good or bad. (sort of ambivalent of that topic.)
I know that Karma has visited you and that you recovered. Good for you. The hate was one sided Sir. I struggled to make 'us' work for years. I don't believe that I failed, I do believe you bailed. Whatever,.. it is what it was. For whatever reason you chose to do what you did..I forgive you, because I AM stronger without you.  Trying to please you was slowly killing me, as there was no way I could please you, try as I did.

May you live..may you truly know yourself. And I hope that at sometime in your life you drop the bullshit and find honesty. Your Father was a good man. If you aim to emulate you better get stepping. He did not play games, and I liked that about him.

K

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