I'm lonely.
For 4 years I was either told my opinion was not wanted, or I was talked at, as in correcting me, not talking to me.
I'm starting to feel pretty low about it. Holding out for 4 years, I guess, is either me being
stubborn/strong, or hoping things would change.
Even with a mild antidepressant I feel my tears waiting at the edge, ready to pour, but I still
don't want to give in, I may not be able to stop. Can't blame this on hormones, have not had those for years.
I'd really just like a friend. Someone to joke around with, share my thoughts, go out and have fun.
Ok..full whine..I'm so tired of this shit.
Something has to change.
K
For 4 years I was either told my opinion was not wanted, or I was talked at, as in correcting me, not talking to me.
I'm starting to feel pretty low about it. Holding out for 4 years, I guess, is either me being
stubborn/strong, or hoping things would change.
Even with a mild antidepressant I feel my tears waiting at the edge, ready to pour, but I still
don't want to give in, I may not be able to stop. Can't blame this on hormones, have not had those for years.
I'd really just like a friend. Someone to joke around with, share my thoughts, go out and have fun.
Ok..full whine..I'm so tired of this shit.
Something has to change.
K
