That place. When you feel like you are tip toeing a precipice, the one with nothing but air and no ground in sight. I've been running on empty for a while now, procrastinating like an idiot because I want to be retired. I'm tired of working, and I'm tired of working through pain.
Why? Why isn't my disability on the list? I know damn well that there are many more people out there other than me that suffer through this pain. But SS has a defined list of disabilities on their website. Mine is not included despite the fact that it will only get worse and never better.
It's just swell knowing I'm 1 month out from possibly living in my car, and losing whatever I have now after dumping my belongings multiple times to downsize after failed relationships and moves.
This is my bitch session. I'm just so tired of struggling to get by. Happy Golden years you all.
Wah wah wah.
K
