Sunday, October 20, 2013

What's Going On?

Ah friends, be grateful that I was Not posting here often during the Shutdown, I saved my rants for Facebook. The best thing to come of that fiasco was the Tea Party Republicans discrediting themselves for any future elections in the immediate future. It was a hostage taking pure and simple, and in any other time would have been considered sedition and their asses would now be in jail. They accomplished nothing they intended to do. They have been trying to prevent the White House and Obama from making any creditable change during his tenure. But their hissy fit over The Affordable Care Act was a group of people who had lost trying to get their way through extortion. It cost the U.S. 24 billion dollars. Many people who needed those Government retirement checks; National Parks who could not let the public in; Veterans who waited for disability checks..all of them were hurt by a few people who pirated the country. They did not have a noble cause.

In other news...I have been very busy at work lately, some overtime included. Tonight was the last big race of this year, The West Virginia Breeders Classic, and we were mobbed. All of us ran all night. Reports out the ying-yang and a great deal of dodging the crowds. I finally figured out (With Managers friendly and pointed questions) why I get cranky on these nights. It's not being busy, that I can do and handle..it's the crowds. I get irked with large amounts of people going in every direction. I have never been a huge fan of crowds, even as a teen I would avoid parades because of the amount of people who would be there. It's overwhelming and I guess I fight back in self defense without even knowing I am doing it. The next time something like this happens I will know why and take a step aside for a few minutes to get back into prospective.

Tonight I also interviewed (my first time) for a full time Supervisor position. It was at times mentioned to me in the past if I was ready when things looked to be shaking up towards an opening, but they never actually went beyond that. Now there was a list of other possibles all being interviewed within a few days. So hopefully by Wednesday I will know the outcome. I still have reasons to be happy where I currently am, so if I do not receive the promotion It will be OK, I will not fall into sullen sadness. I know that I have been a Dual rate longer than the others, but it is always possible that someone else will fill the position better than I could.

There is only 7 days to go until I am on vacation with my buddy Mel. This has been a long time coming, and we both need time away from work. I think I can hang in there 7 days. I just hope that the Federal Jury Duty Summons I received has a quick outcome. If I get picked..fine..just be quick about it...Lol.

G'Night
K




Saturday, October 12, 2013

You know who you are

To the woman who used to be an almost daughter to me...I read your blog, the last entry being Jan.2012.
I want you to know that I wish things had been different. I still think of you. We have a new person at work that reminds me of you. As soon as I saw her I thought "oh! If she had red hair she would be-----".
I am sorry that I could not have been what you needed me to be. There was so much drama happening it really messed with me, and I failed you.

But I want you to know..you were never a monster. That was my own confusion and anxiety getting in the way. I wanted to help you so much. I am glad that you found happiness. Since the last entry on your blog was dated Jan. 2012, I don't know what has happened to you since. I do wish you joy. I hope that you have continued with your education, and are still enjoying life.

Most of all, I apologize for not being able to help when you needed it. Those years I spent with you and your Dad, I was lost, hoping for a miracle. I know now that I could never have been what he needed, and I should have known that right from the start, but then I would never had met you.

In my mind I picture you happy and always moving forward. Peace and Love..that is what I hope you have found.

~K

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Slow start

Slow start, I am outta gas this day. Really don't feel like tackling the chores that await me. My damn brain is constantly reminding me that I am not making progress. Argh!  Fall cleaning..it's needed but it requires energy and will power. If the weather would cooperate and make me feel like it's autumn then maybe my speed would accelerate. Enough of the 90 degree days already!

All those folks who love to wear shorts and flip flops year round must be having a hey day. If that was my style choice I would relocate further south and eastward towards the ocean. (though I have been pondering that idea) I'm waiting for the first truly cool day so I can take pictures in my mind of their wardrobe choices.
Hell, last winter at the casino you could find more than few folks still clinging to their summer gear. It just makes me shake my head and wonder.

Tomorrow's weather promises change. We need the rain and the temperatures are supposed to drop by 15 degrees. (Big: YAY!) It's been overly dry here and Gilligan is going to be hard put to find green grass to snack on when we visit the outdoors together.

Wishing everyone a pleasant Sunday.

~K

Forget about medical

 I've blathered on about health issues that I have or have dealt with on this blog. Well the days of affordable care are over for this g...