To the woman who used to be an almost daughter to me...I read your blog, the last entry being Jan.2012.
I want you to know that I wish things had been different. I still think of you. We have a new person at work that reminds me of you. As soon as I saw her I thought "oh! If she had red hair she would be-----".
I am sorry that I could not have been what you needed me to be. There was so much drama happening it really messed with me, and I failed you.
But I want you to know..you were never a monster. That was my own confusion and anxiety getting in the way. I wanted to help you so much. I am glad that you found happiness. Since the last entry on your blog was dated Jan. 2012, I don't know what has happened to you since. I do wish you joy. I hope that you have continued with your education, and are still enjoying life.
Most of all, I apologize for not being able to help when you needed it. Those years I spent with you and your Dad, I was lost, hoping for a miracle. I know now that I could never have been what he needed, and I should have known that right from the start, but then I would never had met you.
In my mind I picture you happy and always moving forward. Peace and Love..that is what I hope you have found.
~K
I want you to know that I wish things had been different. I still think of you. We have a new person at work that reminds me of you. As soon as I saw her I thought "oh! If she had red hair she would be-----".
I am sorry that I could not have been what you needed me to be. There was so much drama happening it really messed with me, and I failed you.
But I want you to know..you were never a monster. That was my own confusion and anxiety getting in the way. I wanted to help you so much. I am glad that you found happiness. Since the last entry on your blog was dated Jan. 2012, I don't know what has happened to you since. I do wish you joy. I hope that you have continued with your education, and are still enjoying life.
Most of all, I apologize for not being able to help when you needed it. Those years I spent with you and your Dad, I was lost, hoping for a miracle. I know now that I could never have been what he needed, and I should have known that right from the start, but then I would never had met you.
In my mind I picture you happy and always moving forward. Peace and Love..that is what I hope you have found.
~K
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