Where is Normalcy?

I feel I have paid my dues to the Illness fund. This is the time of year that I normally have a huge amount of energy and I am missing it. I sleep a lot, and I am eating fairly normally, though I still have to be careful not to irritate the belly. But I am so easily tuckered out, and it is frustrating me, not to mention worrying me about the speed required at work. There really is no such thing as light duty at my job. I also worrying what people will think about me being out this long. I know, not much I can do about it except hope that they never have to experience what I have just been through.

Now that I am not unconscious or running constantly for the bathroom it gives me a lot of time to think...not all of it good.

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