I've reviewed my posts..what a sad sack of chit I am. Seriously, I depress myself.
I'm sick of feeling this way, so I guess I need to step back and start kicking myself in the ass.
I'm in the process of looking for a shoe box to rent. A small box to call my own.
I think that I have down sized about 4 times in my moves from place to place. Looks
like it will have to happen again. My paycheck (pitiful at this point in my life) will not stretch further than shoe box size even taking a second job, which I plan to do after the move.
Argh. ARGH!! ARGH!!!!!! ( walls are trembling with my ire..Super Argher that I am.)
Ya know, being alone does suck, but it is what it is. I can make myself happy. No dishes to wash,
no one to disappoint. No asses to wipe, or kiss for that matter.
I might try my luck in writing. I'm sure my heroines will be way cooler than me. Make myself jealous. Live vicariously through their fictional lives..Hmm..I could get into some real trouble, (heh-heh-heh)
Cross your fingers I find a shoe box what someone will actually rent to me.
Then let the claustrophobia begin!! Ha! My neighbors will hate my howling..things to look forward to.
Kel
**There might be a furry friend in my future. Yea!**
I'm sick of feeling this way, so I guess I need to step back and start kicking myself in the ass.
I'm in the process of looking for a shoe box to rent. A small box to call my own.
I think that I have down sized about 4 times in my moves from place to place. Looks
like it will have to happen again. My paycheck (pitiful at this point in my life) will not stretch further than shoe box size even taking a second job, which I plan to do after the move.
Argh. ARGH!! ARGH!!!!!! ( walls are trembling with my ire..Super Argher that I am.)
Ya know, being alone does suck, but it is what it is. I can make myself happy. No dishes to wash,
no one to disappoint. No asses to wipe, or kiss for that matter.
I might try my luck in writing. I'm sure my heroines will be way cooler than me. Make myself jealous. Live vicariously through their fictional lives..Hmm..I could get into some real trouble, (heh-heh-heh)
Cross your fingers I find a shoe box what someone will actually rent to me.
Then let the claustrophobia begin!! Ha! My neighbors will hate my howling..things to look forward to.
Kel
**There might be a furry friend in my future. Yea!**
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