There are times when you reach a certain point in being tired that 'loopiness' becomes apparent. Today was one of those days for me. Normally I am a little tired by the time my midweek Friday comes rolling around. But today I believe I was feeling the results of 2 weeks of slamming crowds and "go-go-go!' work mode.
I am certainly not alone, there were more than a few of us feeling the result of the past two weekends catching up to us today.
Now, what do I mean by 'loopy?' Sort of in a bewildered state, on robot mode with brain only partially connected, silliness without trying for the most part. Not the first time for me, and likely not the last either, but it had been awhile.
IE: Looking right at a number, and speaking a totally different one..and then "DOH! What I meant to say was..."
My Popeye was out of spinach today. Even with vitamins and sleep I was off kilter. Really looking forward to some rest this weekend, though I have the usual chores and then hiding away of winter decorations to get through. I know I will do it simply because I don't really want to look at it anymore, and another week of having it around will nag at me.
Also weirdly feeling esp today, though it did not pan out, which I am grateful for. For the most part whenever I have experienced it in the past nothing good comes of it other than me knowing something was wrong ahead of time. (and what is the benefit of that? you cannot stop it...and really don't want to pat yourself on the back afterwards.) The Melantonin that I take as a sleep aid has been granting me some damn funny dreams, I woke up laughing at one this morning. Picture my ex in an emerald dress, a black wig and black panty hose at a bank to apply for a loan or something...it got better, but I am going to refrain from describing why I laughed so hard it woke me up. There was some screaming and then there was laughter. (yup-my dreams have been better than some movies I have watched! LOL!)
Catch you all later. ., and coming up in a day or two-oh! watch out..you seem to be getting older..I know how much you seem to despise aging .I'd say Happy BD, but seems to me last year on that day I was lied to royally on how it was actually spent.. while I waited with a nice dinner,your favorite pineapple upside-down cake, present...only to be lied to some more. Memories..wish the bad ones did not out weigh the good ones, but that is what I was left with. If the end had not been so bad, the better times would be what I remember more often.
nite, k
I am certainly not alone, there were more than a few of us feeling the result of the past two weekends catching up to us today.
Now, what do I mean by 'loopy?' Sort of in a bewildered state, on robot mode with brain only partially connected, silliness without trying for the most part. Not the first time for me, and likely not the last either, but it had been awhile.
IE: Looking right at a number, and speaking a totally different one..and then "DOH! What I meant to say was..."
My Popeye was out of spinach today. Even with vitamins and sleep I was off kilter. Really looking forward to some rest this weekend, though I have the usual chores and then hiding away of winter decorations to get through. I know I will do it simply because I don't really want to look at it anymore, and another week of having it around will nag at me.
Also weirdly feeling esp today, though it did not pan out, which I am grateful for. For the most part whenever I have experienced it in the past nothing good comes of it other than me knowing something was wrong ahead of time. (and what is the benefit of that? you cannot stop it...and really don't want to pat yourself on the back afterwards.) The Melantonin that I take as a sleep aid has been granting me some damn funny dreams, I woke up laughing at one this morning. Picture my ex in an emerald dress, a black wig and black panty hose at a bank to apply for a loan or something...it got better, but I am going to refrain from describing why I laughed so hard it woke me up. There was some screaming and then there was laughter. (yup-my dreams have been better than some movies I have watched! LOL!)
Catch you all later. ., and coming up in a day or two-oh! watch out..you seem to be getting older..I know how much you seem to despise aging .I'd say Happy BD, but seems to me last year on that day I was lied to royally on how it was actually spent.. while I waited with a nice dinner,your favorite pineapple upside-down cake, present...only to be lied to some more. Memories..wish the bad ones did not out weigh the good ones, but that is what I was left with. If the end had not been so bad, the better times would be what I remember more often.
nite, k
1 comment:
I know that melatonin lets me sleep and does make for some really weird dreams, too!
Glad you are finally off and able to get some rest!
Love, Mel
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