I found out tonight that I am 'Not Dead Yet!" Well,,I did. I have been working at the casino for over 2.5 years now, and seriously, I have never been goo-goo eyed over any guest until tonight. We would not have met except that a member of his party had passed the point of being able to stay, and he was the designated driver.
Tall, dark and handsome? Sexy smile and Italian accent?? Oh yeah. And under my breath I may have said "what a cutie" and I believe he heard because I got a 100 watt smile in return, plus a picture taken in the elevator on the way to the vehicle.
(not sure why guests keep taking my picture..it's just plain weird, it goes along with the hugs)
I will very likely never see him again, but it was the high light of my day. I guess I fit the 'buddy-coworker model" as I am frequently told by a few male supervisors that some woman is hot. My reply is usually.."Um..I am not gay, really Dude." But that does not seem to stop them from letting me know. Not sure why, but I do not have a problem just being a friend...no biggie. But tonight was the first time that I ever mentioned that I found someone very attractive..I think it threw them for a loop hearing me say it out loud. And it was actually a surprise for me as well, I was beginning to think that part of me had gone kaput. Now I know otherwise, and that is sort of a relief to me. I can still get that silly grin on my face that started when I was about 16. An old boss of mine used to crack up when she saw it and knew someone cute was passing by. I thought that grin was a goner..seems not, Lol.
Will I keep my eye open for his revisit? Hell yeah, My silly grin is waiting.
hugs,
k
Tall, dark and handsome? Sexy smile and Italian accent?? Oh yeah. And under my breath I may have said "what a cutie" and I believe he heard because I got a 100 watt smile in return, plus a picture taken in the elevator on the way to the vehicle.
(not sure why guests keep taking my picture..it's just plain weird, it goes along with the hugs)
I will very likely never see him again, but it was the high light of my day. I guess I fit the 'buddy-coworker model" as I am frequently told by a few male supervisors that some woman is hot. My reply is usually.."Um..I am not gay, really Dude." But that does not seem to stop them from letting me know. Not sure why, but I do not have a problem just being a friend...no biggie. But tonight was the first time that I ever mentioned that I found someone very attractive..I think it threw them for a loop hearing me say it out loud. And it was actually a surprise for me as well, I was beginning to think that part of me had gone kaput. Now I know otherwise, and that is sort of a relief to me. I can still get that silly grin on my face that started when I was about 16. An old boss of mine used to crack up when she saw it and knew someone cute was passing by. I thought that grin was a goner..seems not, Lol.
Will I keep my eye open for his revisit? Hell yeah, My silly grin is waiting.
hugs,
k
1 comment:
Oooh! Sounds dreamy! Hope you had sweet dreams last night.....about him! lol
Love, Mel
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