Souly Speaking is no more. It has been closed as a result of frankly, the wrong people
viewing it. They look for a scapegoat, a fall guy, someone to justify their reason for coming together.
That person will no longer be me. They plotted and planned and destroyed another person to get what they wanted. In my opinion, both deserve whatever fate decides to award them. I look forward to the final result of their actions. No one, who hurts another without good reason, will reap any rewards for inflicting harm. That is not God's will, that is closer to the other side, the opposite of God. For him, to gain sympathy and to push forward his replacing the fiance , many lies were told and acts of cruelty took place. For her side, believing something she knew must not be the full truth, and yet it met her needs. What did it matter to her that to attain what she wanted someone else was dealt pain and thrown away? God watches.
There is no need to question, just wait...it will come on it's own. That I have complete faith in believing in. You get what you paid for. And for non-believers? It really does not matter....fate and God are the same. If you hurt, it shall be repaid. No question, no doubt, just justice.
I mourn the passing of Souly, it was cathartic, and liberating. It allowed me to pour out grief and move beyond it to a safer place. It was something I had to let out. But towards the end it was used as an excuse ...as others viewed it they pointed fingers, twisted the facts, and said "see? that's why she is wrong." It was happening on a fairly regular basis, so time to go.
I have to say..No. No matter what excuses you lay out..they are simply (!!) excuses. You will never be able to justify your actions, ever. Nothing was ever done by me to warrant the treatment I received, ever. You will be forever guilty of aiding to the destruction of a life that only lived with you because of love. There was no ulterior motive on my part. I believed in us. I was not looking for a free ride. I loved a man, there is no crime in that. The crime came only when he grew bored and sought more. Oh what to do? I know, push her out the door, and make sure you are cruel while you do it. Leave her with a broken heart and nothing more.
It is a sad ending. One who believed, and one who did not. I am sorry that we were not to be, because it DID feel like the right thing to Me. I won't deny that he has re-invented himself yet again. It was HOW he got there that was wrong.
My run on messages are over. I am sure that will be taken with celebration. I will just patiently wait.
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