Tuesday, December 27, 2011

New Year, New Dreams

I figure that having a dream, however far fetched, is better than not having something to dream about. So I will shoot for one way beyond my means and enjoy planning for it, even if I never get there.


I do most of my day dreaming at night..ha! I know that sounds bizarre, but when I first lay down to sleep my mind is still going about 50 MPH faster than my body, which is ready for slumber and cannot make my brain shut up  So..I day dream. It usually relaxes me, as long as I leave the negative behind and refuse to let it interrupt pleasant thoughts. What do I dream about? Beautiful places to visit, seeing my family, lottery wins (HA!) and positive thoughts of a possible future for me. 


This method of falling asleep has worked for me for more years than I can count. It is only on nights that my mind fights money issues, or relationship disasters that I toss and turn. Because it seems once I lay down and get started on thoughts like that, it is impossible to chase them away again. You push them aside for brighter thoughts and they creep back on nasty little feet. 


So yes, I will dream of a much better year. A large part of this past year was very pain filled. I'd really rather not have a repeat of it ever again. I am dreaming myself happy, and that's the way it is going to be.
 I am already on my way.


G'night

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Sweet Dreams, Kelly! May all your dreams come true!
Love, Mel

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