Me and Snidely Whiplash...cursing the day away..well, the morning anyway. I am soon for bed, work starts at 11pm. I have tried this week to get more sleep in, I think I succeeded there, but failed in my other endeavors. I am loathe to put something here that someone else might get a happy kick out of..but here goes nothing..( and if you get a kick...or enjoyment out of someone else's troubles, more sad to you...what goes around comes around.)
Phone calls, phone tag and disappointing news today. I had hopes that I would be able to use part of my 401 K to get the bankruptcy filed and taken care of. No such luck. I have not been vested long enough, no loan is forth coming. That leaves one last avenue of desperation..the Sunshine fund at work. If I apply they review, and it take at least 2 weeks. Funny thing is I have heard that there is quite a lot of money in the fund, and it required you pay back through paycheck deductions, but they don't easily share the fund. ( and wow- my paycheck really cannot afford to be further deducted.) So here I go for plan B...the last shot at fixing the mess I have currently with my creditors. If this fails..oh well..I fail. I am hanging onto hope with bloody fingertips, cursing and trying to swing my legs up to crawl over the top. Good grief...it's quite a load I am trying to clean up.
I don't want my future to be one creditor after another taking me to court. Really, I don't. The judge is going to get sick of seeing me. And I am not even talking about taxes yet. Those I know I Have to pay, even if it's a barely a bite, I have to send something. Heavy sighes, and kicking my own butt for being so damn gullible in a relationship that I trusted, if I had not, my debt would be less than half, and I would not owe the government, he would.
I am trying to keep hope in my heart that everything will work out, I really am. If anyone has a suggestion on what else I might be able to do, I am all ears and eager to hear ideas. Seriously, leave a comment, I am looking for miracles right now.
hugs..and hanging onto my hope,
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2 comments:
I love Snidely...he was into bondage, you know! Rocky and Bullwinkle ruled back in the day....so, yep, I am old enough to know who you are talking about.
I am sorry that you were turned down for the 401K loan.
I am hopeful that you can get the fund thru work.....fingers and toes crossed...well, not the toes on the left foot...still a bit painful.
Love, Mel
Ohh, gotta love a bad guy into bondage..wait..no..I already did.
damn...take care of those toes, I will be happy for the fingers crossed. As for Snidely? He closely resembles someone we know. Lol.
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