Weeks End

Exhausted pretty much covers it, though I pushed myself ( just like last week) to come home after work and get the dang laundry done. I really feel like I am running in place right now, not depressed, just frustrated. I am not making headway into the financial side of my problems, and it is stopping me from getting the paperwork completed for licensing at work.

So right now, I am working as a guard, just with hours that don't really agree with me. I have not shadowed a supervisor for 2 weeks. I could do this on swing and pick up an extra day like I did before. Daggone it.

Tried to get the ball rolling this morning on a 401 K withdraw to get the bankruptcy lawyer that I need. Guess what? They could not access my account, or find out if I have the ability to draw upon the fund. If I cannot, I am basically screwed. I will spend tomorrow morning working with the taxman, in person at their office. Then I am going to have to wait till Wednesday morning to call the 401 K folks back. Sigh...yup, I am tired. And just thinking about driving across the state to find a cheaper attorney for bankruptcy makes me shudder..but $500 in savings is nothing to sneer at.

It would be truly nice to have some good luck. I would say thank you very nicely to whatever leprechaun points me towards that pot of gold. And I know what you are thinking..shame on you...but yeah..there are times when I think a very short red haired Irish man would make my day. I could make myself believe he was attractive..LMAO!

hugs, kel