Rats, Rats and triple Rats.

I'm running out of time on a few things that are now sharpening their teeth and preparing to bite me in the ass. Received a 'debt' threat from an attorney over one of the accounts I owe. It is all so much I get brain fried just looking at my debt. Credit, taxes and now Medical as well.

I've also been told that the dining set that a friend took in for me to store at her place has to go.

She has been most gracious allowing it to stay as long as it has. I just don't know what I'm going to, or be able to do with it. I attempted to sell it on Craig's List last spring..what a bunch of crooks work that web site! It was a fail.

Today I placed an ad in a newspaper...I would rather had paid them in blood..$30 just for 3 days.

I'm also looking at consignment shop options. At one point I had decided I did not need the set any more..now? It's the one nice room of furniture that I own. I had hoped someday to be in a bigger place and using it again. Yes, my tastes have changed, it really is no longer my style..but it is my history, and I could never afford to purchase something close to it again.

I'm not whining, what I am is frustrated that the same problems from springtime still seem to be haunting me. I've been hoping and praying for a miracle but it does not seem to be forthcoming. I explored what options I had months ago. It would be so nice to have a clean slate..even if I am poor. You never really think about debt being a weight on your shoulders, but even if you don't fret and worry over it, it is always there in the back of your mind, preventing total relaxation and ease. It would be nice to know if I worked overtime that the extra cash could actually be used for something fun, and not a drop that disappears in the presence of interest payments.

So I am spouting the "Rats!" curse. I still have not given up on hopeful prayers and thoughts. It just seems that time is running out. Ha..if anyone has any decent suggestions..I am open for ideas.

kel